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Harap maklum :D
Pagi2 lagi dah sedey.. Cemaner neh? hahahaha
Nak kawen lagi 12 hari sepatutnyer riang ria HAHAHA =))
Aku pon dah tak betol dah harineh :P
Saket mater sebab mata byk kencing =))
Dah la cimater sedikit bengong
Sah aku weng!
Owh no!
Owh god.. If this is what I am having right now... Please tell me that it will soon go away..
PMS symptoms
* mood swings - yup
* irritability - yup
* depression - definitely
* anxiety - yup
* angry outbursts - yup
* confusion or fuzzy thinking - yup
* tearfulness - definitely without a doubt
* fatigue - yup
* insomnia - definitely
* changes in libido - err...
* overeating - yup
* cravings, especially for salty or sweet foods - Ya Allah... so true
* alcohol intolerance - never drink any
* acne - yezzAAA
* hives - wazzat?
* abdominal and pelvic cramps - semalam
* bloating - yup
* weight gain - 3 kilo naik
* headaches - yup
* menstrual migraines - apelah beze dier?
* breast swelling and pain - yup
* edema (visible swelling, particularly in the hands, feet and legs)- kat kaki jer
* asthma - thankfully no
* sinus problems - yup
* sore throat - yup
* worsening of chronic conditions like arthritis and ulcers - nope
* difficulty with coordination, being more prone to accidents - nope
* dizziness, decreased balance - yup
* heart pounding (palpitation) - yup
* nausea - nope
* fainting - hopefully no
* urinary problems - nope
Few weeks ago :
Doctor : You cannot have anything that have caffeine in it. That includes tea, coffee, chocolate and and dairy products.
Me : Urm..... Baik tuan doktor...
Doctor : Good girl :D
Me : *Shrieeeeeeeekkkkkkkkkkkkkk*
Well... That's it. No more chocolate for me for a few weeks. Until my head comes back to its normal condition.
But is there so many chocolate shops everywhere I go??? *SAD*
I miss my hot chocolate and tea treatment every morning :(
*sigh*
Owh well.. Can you see the blue elephant in the picture above? I want one!!!! Can ar?
Can somebody get one for me pwetty pweaseeeeee.... *blink2*
I am bless to have so many people who love me unconditionally.
Who are willing to sacrifice unconditionally just for me.
For my birthday this year, I receive such a gift that I went on crying uncontrollably.
You know, to feel like a ping pong ball is not that great. U don't get ur own stand other than other people. I feel neglected. I feel wasted. I feel useless.
That's why I feel thankful beyond words. It meant a lot. It take a really big load off my shoulders. Its been long. Its been ages. Its been hard for someone who is not good with words to handle 2 different minds.
You dont know how much it meant to me. I have lost my words. And stupidly I cry. Wish you were here.
Thank you sayang.
Man In The Mirror
I'm Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It's Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .
As I, Turn Up The
Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin' My Mind
I See The Kids In
The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer's Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man's Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya' Know
'Cause They Got Nowhere
To Go
That's Why I Want You To
Know
I'm Starting With The Man In The Mirror
I'm Asking Him To Change His Ways
And No Message Could Have Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na, Na Nah)
I've Been A Victim
Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It's Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They're Not
Alone?
A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody's Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya' See
Cause They Got No Place
To Be
That's Why I'm Starting With
Me
(Starting With Me!)
Micheal Jackson @ Mikael
(August 29, 1958 ~ June 25, 2009)
ps: No matter what. He will be missed. Rest in peace.
Apakah yang anda boleh makan ketika anda tengah kering?
Woooo.... Megi? Quacker Oat? Muahahahaha!Aku punyer trend salu stock up a lot of food di awal bulan dan biler dah nak2 kering tuh aku pon keluarkan stock up food tersebut.But believe me.. aku adelah manusia yang paling jarang sekali masak. (Betoi tak sayang?) Dah nak kawen pon perangai tak bleh blah lagik..
What the hell...
Well now is the time utk aku stock up food again... Since gaji baru jer dapat..And this month I have to be kedekut to the max..Banyak bende nak setel neh weyyy.... aku dah start pening... huwaaa
Here's the things I should buy:
1. Eggs
2. 3 in one drinks
3. Maggi Kari
4. Sardin
5. Tuna spread
6. Meatball/nuggets/french fries
Erps.. byk gak tuh...
To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?
I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.
~Incubus~
~I miss you~
Lagu yang sangat layan ketika tengah rindu + sedey + tak bleh blah
Haih.. rindu yang teramat.. sedey tak terhingga..
Takpelah orang dah letey nak tido yer tak...
Naper tah teraser sgt...
Layankan ajer...
Keep Healthy
Physical Activity
Be more physically active - aim for at least 30 minutes of physical activity a day. It's one of the best things you can do for your health.
You don’t have to run marathons to benefit from physical activity. A lot of simple, easy activities can improve your health, like walking, jogging and dancing. Choose something you enjoy and work it into your daily routine. Ten minutes here and there throughout the day can quickly add up to 30 minutes you need and you don’t have to stop at 30 minutes a day. In general, the more you do, the better. Here are some tips to get you started:
* Take the stairs instead of the elevator.
* Take a walk at lunchtime with a friend.
* Walk the dog.
* Go out dancing.
* Do easy stretching exercises in the morning.
* Check your local paper for events to get you moving, like nature walks or walking tours
It is important to start slowly and build up gradually. As you become more physically active, you may want to increase your efforts by running, swimming or working out at your local YMCA. But be sure to talk to a doctor before making a big change in your usual activities.
Being physically active is an important part of a healthy lifestyle. It is also a great way to reduce your risk of not only breast cancer, but also coronary heart disease, stroke, obesity, diabetes, abnormal cholesterol levels, high blood pressure and colon cancer. Exercise can also improve flexibility, strength and balance and it can even decrease feelings of depression and anxiety.
Setiap Orang Diuji
Pernah baca buku "Ayat-ayat Cinta" ? Uhuks...
Compare dengan movie adelah lebey baik bacer buku dier..
Aku teringat... ader satu part dalam ayat-ayat cinta tu,
Fahri masuk penjara.
Taw tak aper significantnyer peristiwa tuh?
Yang paling major yang aku nampak :
1. Setiap orang macam maner baik pon still akan diuji.(Dalam hal neh.. dier kene fitnah and satu dunia tahu)
2. Walau cemaner beriman pon orang tuh, kadang2 putus harapan jugak kalau ditimpa dugaan..
3. Aderlah penting untuk mencarik pemangkin semangat dikala ditimpa kesusahan.
Oleh itu, setiap perkare yang berlaku ader hikmah dier...
Sebagai nak menenangkan hati, perasaan, jiwa raga aku yang tengah diuji neh. Aku jumper satu ayat dalam buku ayat2 cinta yang agak2 bagus jugaklah nk mengobat duka:
"
Allah sedang berbicara kepadamu tentang SABAR dan IKHLAS…"
Berserah ajerlah setelah berusaha sehabis kudrat..
Solar Flare
Cantek tak?
Cantek tak?
Pernah dengar tak "Solar Flare"? Huhu.. Solar Flare adelah letupan kuat di permukaan bintang (contohnyer matahari).. So? Huhu.. Letupan boleh jadi tersangat hebat sehingga kesannya boleh dirasai di bumi.. So... silap2 haribulan akibat terlampau kuat... sekali libasan dr matahari.. boleh mengakibatkan bumi rentung dalam masa beberapa minit... Haaa.... paham tak aper yang aku cuber nak sampaikan? Jadi aper kaitan dgn gambar2 tu? Hehehe.... Kejadian dalam gambar tuh adelah disebabkan oleh medan magnetik yang kuat yang salah satu puncanyer yelah kerana ada letupan di permukaan matahari... Insaf aku sekejap... Meaning, bebiler jer kalau tuhan bagi que... jadi arang ler kiter ramai2... :D
Terexcited Sebentar
Cuber korang tgk boss aku ckp aper kat aku...
Maka.. aku disuruh men game...jadi.. bukanlah salah aku kalau aku men game ...
Masalahnyer.. game aper aku nk main? Ahahahaha! *poyo aku neh*
Jadi tadi aku surf2.. sekali aku jumper ader satu blog neh ckp pasal warna aper yg best utk majlis nanti...
A'ah ek... aku belom exactly decide lagik....
Haritu aku pi survey kedai mak andam... ader baju kaler putih dgn pink... CANTEK BANGAT!!! Tapi.. pokcik plak tak suker... Isk isk! (akceli kalau boleh aku taknak jugak kaler pink2.. sebab aku tak suker samping kaler pink)
So, dalam pemikiran aku ader kaler :
a. maroon and gold
b. navy blue and silver
c. dark green and white (dgn kaler ala2 kayu lawo dah neh)
d. gold and grey...pergh giler zaman technology.. hahaha
How to Deal?
Tajuk entry kali ini yer lah --> How to Deal
Haih! Kadang2 aderlah seorang hamba Allah yang akceli sangat annoying.
Annoying cemaner tuh? Annoying sebab semua bende pon dier nak credit eventho itu kerja orang lain. Huhu. Memang wajar disepak terajang. Sebu gue pk!
Oleh yang sedemikian, aku mencari2 dalam internet utk cara2 menangani umat2 yang sedemikian ruper:
Step1:
Take the high road by resolving to do the right thing. When possible, speak in person and avoid trying to resolve the matter through email. If you must, talk in person first, then follow up with an email.
Step2
Allow time and distance between you and the coworker. Time away from the situation can help change perspectives about the issue.
Step3
Treat the situation like a rumor on the gossip mill. Ignore gossip to dissipate it. Confront your colleague face-to-face, see eHow related article, "How to Handle Defensive Colleagues."
Step4
Meet with your boss and the offending coworker. Bring everything out in the open. Clear the air and vindicate your name.
Step5
Move on to a new job, as a last resort only. Depending on the circumstances, dealing with a frustrating coworker might not be worth the trouble.
On another happier note:
Aku telah membeli kain yang sangat lawa..
Tapi bapak mahalnyer.. Huhu...
Kopak lagi bulan neh.. takper2...susah dahulu pendapatan.
And akceli aku sangat happy..sebab worth the buying la kot
Thanx Miss Fafareereezaza di atas pertolongan anda yg telah memberi kesedaran kepada saya ketika mencari kain.
Next on the line yerlah nk mencarik tukang jahit yg berprestige utk kain yg berprestige..
Kalau tersalah jahit maw aku suh tukang jahit pi beli kain tu balik
Tak kire!
I want it that way
Here are the rules:
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS NO CHEATING!
4. Tag others. I won't tag anyone since I'm pretty sure all my friends have been tagged before
IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
Perfect Situation (Weezer)
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Takan Melupakanmu (Radja)
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Mandy (Westlife)
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Love will keep us together (Captain & Tennille)
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
Masterpiece (Atlentic Starr)
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Baby It's You (Jojo)
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Walking Away (Jason Wade)
WHAT IS 2+2?
Listen to your heart (DHT)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Ada Cinta (Acha)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF A PERSON YOU LIKE?
Pemuja Rahasia (SO7) - Yer la tuh..
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Pastikan (Siti Nurhaliza)- Kantoi ader lagu siti sitot
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
So Sick (Ne-Yo) - Mak Aih!
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Through the wyre (Kanye West) - Pergh Getto!
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE AT YOUR WEDDING?
Terlalu Istimewa (Adibah Noor) - Buleh ballroom dancing ek?
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Word Up (Korn) - giler aku neh
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Get Up (Ciara)
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Part Time Lover (Stevie Wonder) - Arr! Sumpah Ayang tak wat centuh!
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Fall For You (Secondhand Serenade)- Erk! Tak suker lagu neh!
WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Forever (PapaRoach)
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Do It (Nelly Furtado)
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Good Enough (Evanescence)
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Take A Bow (Rihanna)
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Crazy (Aerosmith) - Arr?
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Promiscous Girl (Nelly Furtado) - wuuuyoh!
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
We'll never know (Lifehouse)
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Bella's Lullaby (Carter Burkwell)
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Wont let You Fall (Fergie)
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Fantasi Cinta (Khafi)
WHAT WOULD YOU SAY WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
No One (Alicia Keys)
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
I want it that way (Allister)
Tragic
Polis tumpas geng lapah pesakit albino
...Pasukan polis Burundi menahan 10 suspek yang dipercayai membunuh pesakit albino sebelum menjual bahagian badan mangsa kepada sejumlah dukun di Tanzania...
Jade Goody
...On 5 March 2009, Jade Goody requested to be christened from her bed at the Royal Marsden Hospital;[106] on 7 March she and her sons were christened.[107] Clifford confirmed that this would be Goody's last public appearance, and that she had already said her goodbyes to her family. He stated, "We're hoping and praying that Jade pulls through, but the fact of the matter is that she now only has a short time to live."[106] He also confirmed that doctors had said the next 24 hours were crucial to assessing how long it will be before she dies, but that she had only a very short time left regardless. Her husband Jack Tweed was allowed to extend his curfew so he could spend a final night with his wife before she said her final goodbyes to her family.[106]...
Derita disimbah asid
...Tidak lama selepas lamaran itu ditolak, Zarina keluar bersama rakan-rakan untuk meraikan majlis ulang tahun kelahiran majikannya di sebuah hotel ternama di Subang.
“Anak saya mendengar ada orang panggil namanya, bila dia menoleh, Zarina tergamam apabila mukanya disimbah cecair panas dipercayai asid. Sebab terlampau sakit, Zarina pengsan di situ,” katanya.
“Dia memang anak yang kuat semangat. Walaupun matanya buta, mukanya melecur teruk dan kini bergelar orang kurang upaya (OKU), sekali pun saya tak pernah nampak dia menangis atas nasib yang menimpanya....
Me
Kesian..
Nak Kawen? Nak kawen ker aku neh? Pelik2... Hahaha!
Oklah.. aku memang nk kawen...
Since aku dah pon pergi kursus persiapan kewangan (hahaha)
Maka, bulan depan start la semua persiapan perkahwinan yang akan dibeli berdikit2
Budget aku dah atur...
Barang aper yang aku nk beli aku dah survey....
Tinggal execution-nyer.
Horror gak la siket2..
Takper.. aku kan independant
But then again... Its not like i'm doing it alone.. betoi dak?
Hopefully i will get my budget/dream wedding that i hope for
Lets make it happen!
*semangat*
To my Mr. Tunang..
Akceli sayang.. I know dat u are bz..
And I know why and for what it is..
Becoz I have been there and have done dat..
But it really takes a lot of me to understand it (memang kadang2 raser sedey ..walaupon secare logiknyer.. memang faham sgt2.. tapi sebab dah bese manjer terlebey.. so bear with me.. haha :P)
Oleh yang sedemikian.. if you see me a bit down whenever you said dat u will be busy.
Not to worry, I am fine..
Its good dat you are saying the truth..(don't you dare to keep any secrets from me :P)
Sorry sebab tak reti nk cakap face to face.. takut nanti over emo pulak..hehe
I just want you to know.. Its not dat I'm not trying to understand :P
Sayang kamu!
Me Being Thinking
Oke.. Tetibe gue terpikir.. Sok2 biler dah kawen dah ade baby.. dah jadik mak2.. takan gue nk still pakai baju ala2 hip-hop/konon2 kool/minah rempit/avril lavigne?
Or takan nk berperangai ala2 ganas/ i dont give a shit lagik?
Adakah gue akan bertukar menjadi kelembutan?
Ahahahhahah
Can't even imagine!
Me And My Wedding To Be
Oke2.. Gue adelah sangat malas pada hari malam ini..
Nak sambung bacer documentation *konon2 rajin* memang malas..
Sambung esok jer lah..*haih*
Moh gue bercerita pasal pengalaman balik kampung mertua *aicey*
Hari Pertama : Jumaat : 27 Feb
Sesampai jer kene makan sebijik durian sorang2
Ader orang tuh tamaw makan samer *bwek*
Konsequence dier yer lah gue kepanasan ketika maw tido
Hmph!
Hari Kedua : Sabtu : 28 Feb
Esok pagi pulak terlajak tido sampai pukui 9!!!
Gue memang tidak menonjolkan ciri2 menantu mithali.. *haih*
Lepas makan sarapan and tgk ibu mertua ku wat kuih..kitorang pon bertolak ke bandar
Akhirnyer jumper jugak aper yang kitorang carik...
Petang kitorang pegi dusun...Akceli seram... naper tah (sorry dear)
Nyamuk besau2... Bese la kebun (Si Tunang yg cakap)
Kami pulang dengan 2 biji durian..
Malam gue dgn Encik Tunang pegi beli McD menggunerkan voucher courtesy dr kaklong..
Tapi gue dgn Encik Tunang makan burger yang super besar yg dibeli di kedai tepi jalan..
Yum2 sedap oke!
Hari Ketiga : Ahad : 1 March
Pukul 8 gue dah ader kat bawah! Hehehhe!
Tengok2 Encik Tunang tengah sedap tido kat depan tv sambil emaknyer membuat kuih..
Owh2! Gue udah tahu gimana maw buat karipap layer2 tuh!
Wahaha! Siap ader resepi rahsier lagik..
Sebelom balik.. kitorang pi amek Pelangi Best sebotol dua and ibu mertua ku siapkan karipap super best itu dalam bekal yang gue telah abeskan sebelom sampai seremban..
Ahahahah! Takper.. mama bleh masak yang mentah nyer :P
Do you know how excited I am dear? *hehe*
Me and My Own Freewill
Akhirnya aku pon menamatkan kehidupan aku di Sentul dan sekaligus menamatkan kehidupan di LAVA. Huuuu.. satu kelegaan...
Now.. I'm trying to organized myself again.
1. Bilik dah kemas & sapu
2. Notice Board dah pasang
3. Post it dah beli
4. Barang2 dah dikotakkan
5. Baju-baju dah dihanger
Haaa... barulah nampak seperti rumah orang bukan macam sarang tikus.
My "significant other" already started his new job.
Bukan main happy lagi dapat laptop baru siap extended monitor... Ceyy...
Rezeki betoi! Jeles gue! Hmph!
Barulah aku buleh memfokus kepada urusan2 lain yang tertangguh...
At least aku dah setelkan hantaran akak aku (bunger jer la..)
Aku dan Diriku
Aku sebenarnyer dalam 2-3 harineh aku merasakan aku seperti orang yg asing. Aku sendiri tak kenal. Pelik ayat neh.
Aku meraserkan aku sgt occupied dgn sangat byk benda sampai aku sendiri pon mengabaikan diri aku sendiri.
Ape yang aku sangat occupiedkan?
Ntah.. It seems like hari2 ader ajer bende yang aku sibukan.
Sedey pulak aku neh..
Aku raser dalam nak mengarturcara kehidupan aku.. Aku fail big time!
So how now brown cow?
*weird*
Okay2 I know how [this advice is for me yang pemalas]:
- Get yourself a calendar, and paste it up on a frequently-seen place. If you can't buy one, print one out. Make sure you can write things into it, too, so you can know when to do things.
- Learn memorization methods. It can cut time, and give better results, if you use more than one strategy to memorize something. Example: In certain schools, there is a tradition called Declamation. You memorize something, and recite it. Most people only read it and say it over and over, an agonizing process. But there are other ways to memorize things...
- Learn to love work. Work is much easier and faster when you like working. And don't fall asleep at work! You'll never get anything done if you fall asleep at work. For school, it's generally the same thing. But if you have a teacher that likes to give all the written work in homework form [HW], then take notes during the class, and use those to do the HW.
- Stop procrastinating! Procrastination only piles up work. Do it now, so you can do it in moderation.
- Avoid being late to work
Baru aku tahu yang aku neh teruk orangnyer...
Haih! Damn!
Being so tight up with my work can be very tiring...
(ceh.. ckp macam rileks jer)
Well the truth is, SUNGGUH HECTIC!!!!!
ARGHHHH!!!!!TENSI!!!!
Mr N : Rilex Mun ko keje bersungguh harineh.. Esok pon ko bekerja gak..
Me : Aih2! Mustilah! Aku kan dah jadi Miss Content-Manager-And-Translator?
Bertambah lagik keje aku..
Biler nk abes? Kalau aku neh lelabah yg ader 8 tangan pon aku still nk rehat beb!
Huhu... MENCI!
Neway.. Since tensi sangat.. gue buat list dengan my-significant-other
1. Pegi makan kat CHILLISSSSS
2. Pi naik kuda yg 5 hengget bak kate majalah 3
3. Pi Bukit Cerakah (exercise konon)
4. Pi gym nak workout for toned body kasik ketui2 mcm ayam *ahaks*(Biler dah tak hectic bekerja *duh*)
5. Pi Times Square naik lrt
6. Pi KLCC naik lrt
Hehehehe :P Tak kire! Kene setel gak!